Thursday, September 19, 2013
breath, it is ok to be imperfect
So there are several smiles. The first was a delightful time on antelope island with a friend. I have to share two of the photos of the wild sunflowers. They made me smile (as did the great company).
The second smile came as a small reminder to breath. I have been feeling rather inadequate about teaching, while I enjoy it, I still don't feel intelligent enough for it. I have to try and remember things from YEARS ago and try to understand the why that I didn't think about before, or at least I may have but frankly I don't remember now. So today I have been struggling remembering and understanding thoroughly something I haven't used in YEARS. I have been praying about it. Well I had the quiet inspiration to look at a specific book. As I pulled out the book there was a letter written to me by my psuedo brother over a year ago. In his letter he mentioned to look up two songs. One was just breath and the other was freckles. Both songs were what I needed to hear. The first was a reminder to breath. I need to take a break and BREATH. The other was a great reminder that it is our inperfections that make us who we are. It is ok to be imperfect.
I just need to breath and it will be ok. It is ok that I am imperfect, I am who I am.